this has been a crap ass year... emotionally.. skills have both been lost.. and gained... lives have been forgotten.. and lost...though the pain remians..another year means a new beginning to make something that matters... my hope? to find a guy who has compassion.. who is both fun to talk to .. and joke around with.. not just sexually... but everything else.. to find myself.. to gain back artistic will... and to start up new pieces.. to heal.. so i can start again in 2007... who else agrees that 2006 has been one of the ODDEST and crappiest years....within recent history...

much love..
..::Reilly::..